After a very long in my own head conversation with myself I have come to the realisation that I have to want to lose this weight enough to not eat extra things and to be disciplined enough to stay with in my points budget. I can do this.. I know I can and even just "being good" over the last two days my weight is dropping back.
Monday I was 94.8 today I am 94.5 ( its not a lot) but its better than nothing, My lowest weight this year on the home scales has been 93.6 which was just after my operation. I now have some goals in mind and one of them is just to get back to exercising 5-6 times a week as I was doing right before I ended up in the hospital. I love the gym and I have a routine for that. With W's cricket season coming to an end I am thinking I can now get saturday and sunday exercise in as well, even if they are just a good long walk or a short run.
I still have stitches they are slowly dissolving but if I over do anything they pull and hurt. But I have decided I want to go back to rpm and pump next week, just one class of each to get me moving again and 2 walks. then the week after add another gym class etc etc until I am back to 5-6 days a week of exercise. I would love to get to the point where its everyday, but some nights when I get home from my job I am shattered. Teaching little people is exhausting.
House side things are improving we have a settlement date of the 25th of March. But this may be brought forward once the ducks get into their row. Just bathroom things to choose and then we are sorted pretty much and can have a colour consultation with the Stonewood people.
Thursday, 14 March 2013
Tuesday, 12 March 2013
The large need to pull ones head in!!
I am eating far far to much sugary crap!!! I need to just stop. So today I have 1 pp allocated to 1 small mini chocolate and that is it!
I am going for a 30 min walk and next week I will add one or two gym classes back in to my routine and well get this weight off.. ONLY I can do it and its my choices that impact the decision.
I can do this..
POSITIVE -- we have a title and should settle on Friday !
YAY Finally !!
I am going for a 30 min walk and next week I will add one or two gym classes back in to my routine and well get this weight off.. ONLY I can do it and its my choices that impact the decision.
I can do this..
POSITIVE -- we have a title and should settle on Friday !
YAY Finally !!
Saturday, 9 March 2013
Ops I slept through my meeting !!
So so tired I slept through my meeting. That's ok I can sorry it all out and go back next week :)
Title is fine so on Monday hopefully we will be all go to settle on Friday and own our land. Snails pace I tell you! The building of the house better be mods bloody swift !!
Feeling better but still very tired, was at school the last two days :) slowly getting back to myself hoping to add a few walks in next week.
Title is fine so on Monday hopefully we will be all go to settle on Friday and own our land. Snails pace I tell you! The building of the house better be mods bloody swift !!
Feeling better but still very tired, was at school the last two days :) slowly getting back to myself hoping to add a few walks in next week.
Wednesday, 6 March 2013
Sun on the horizon.. well I hope
The lawyer emailed me. They have the title, just waiting for the easements and consents attached to it. There are about 4/5 of them, this bit makes me uncomfortable as I am like what could they be and as this has been a long enough road I worry we wont make it there in the end. This building a house thing is not for the faint hearted at all it will drive you insane if you let it.
So I will await the lawyer to call or to check the issues and let us know. I am hoping!! He has remembered to send the kiwisaver stuff off as well, as I will be pissed if he hasn't as that is a HOLE lot of money we can take off the mortgage in the end.
The day I was admitted to hospital I weighed in that morning at home at 95.8 kgs, today I weighed myself 93.6 kgs thats -2.2 kgs in 10 days.. I am one happy little camper, may it continue and may my weight finally drop into the 80's and never see the 90's ever again ( well maybe if I get pregnant one day that might be ok MAYBE).
I am feeling good, had a nausea attack after dinner last night nearly killed me I was so upset and in pain that I couldn't think straight thank god for W going ... PILLS take them !! He really is a good fella to me. Hoping that I can head back to work tomorrow.. I am bored and the title stuff is eating me alive I just want it sorted so I can move forward.. either finish choosing colours etc OR flag the hole bloody thing and buy a house!
Ill be back later to fill you all in on the house stuff as we learn more.. :)
So I will await the lawyer to call or to check the issues and let us know. I am hoping!! He has remembered to send the kiwisaver stuff off as well, as I will be pissed if he hasn't as that is a HOLE lot of money we can take off the mortgage in the end.
The day I was admitted to hospital I weighed in that morning at home at 95.8 kgs, today I weighed myself 93.6 kgs thats -2.2 kgs in 10 days.. I am one happy little camper, may it continue and may my weight finally drop into the 80's and never see the 90's ever again ( well maybe if I get pregnant one day that might be ok MAYBE).
I am feeling good, had a nausea attack after dinner last night nearly killed me I was so upset and in pain that I couldn't think straight thank god for W going ... PILLS take them !! He really is a good fella to me. Hoping that I can head back to work tomorrow.. I am bored and the title stuff is eating me alive I just want it sorted so I can move forward.. either finish choosing colours etc OR flag the hole bloody thing and buy a house!
Ill be back later to fill you all in on the house stuff as we learn more.. :)
Tuesday, 5 March 2013
Home on the mend but going a bit batty
I am going a little bonkers! I hate being at home but after about 4 hours I am shattered just from watching TV and making myself coffee/food. :( I need to go back to work I miss my kids and my friends at school. So I am hoping Thursday I can manage to get back there to my kiddies and get myself on the mend. Some how I see myself being rather tired by the weekend.
On the plus side my weight is going down, might have something to do with the lack of eating, yesterday was the first day I ate properly, 6 small meals as I can't eat a lot as I feel nauseated etc very quickly, but I am noticing I can eat a little more each time, still get nauseated and feel like crap for eating but you have to eat etc. Apparently its a 6 month turn around from operation to feeling/eating back to normal healthy low fat diet ( fat is not a good option as it can cause bile dumping and that causes all sorts of issues).
On that note, now the gallbladder is gone my weight shift, as it can be a huge reason for weight gain and things. So hopefully all my hard work over jan and feb will continue once I am good to go and it will melt off. I really can not wait to get back walking and then back to the gym, but at the moment I get tired very quickly so walking can wait a bit longer as well.
Other than that. We have a title for our house now waiting for the lawyer to call me back, from FRIDAY..not happy I called again today and now waiting again. He best call me back I want to know when we settle etc etc so we can get this bloody house built so I can finally live with my boy in "our" home and we can be a wee family and have our own address etc... yes I am batty but thats important to me!
On the plus side my weight is going down, might have something to do with the lack of eating, yesterday was the first day I ate properly, 6 small meals as I can't eat a lot as I feel nauseated etc very quickly, but I am noticing I can eat a little more each time, still get nauseated and feel like crap for eating but you have to eat etc. Apparently its a 6 month turn around from operation to feeling/eating back to normal healthy low fat diet ( fat is not a good option as it can cause bile dumping and that causes all sorts of issues).
On that note, now the gallbladder is gone my weight shift, as it can be a huge reason for weight gain and things. So hopefully all my hard work over jan and feb will continue once I am good to go and it will melt off. I really can not wait to get back walking and then back to the gym, but at the moment I get tired very quickly so walking can wait a bit longer as well.
Other than that. We have a title for our house now waiting for the lawyer to call me back, from FRIDAY..not happy I called again today and now waiting again. He best call me back I want to know when we settle etc etc so we can get this bloody house built so I can finally live with my boy in "our" home and we can be a wee family and have our own address etc... yes I am batty but thats important to me!
Tuesday, 26 February 2013
Hospital
On Sunday I was admitted to hospital, today I had my gall bladder removed I fe so so much better!! Thank goodness for that.
The thing that is interesting is gallbladder issues cause weight gain and I worked out the issue I have been having since late lady year. These could all be why I couldn't get the weight off.
Once I am well again I will go back to what I was doing and see what happens !!
The thing that is interesting is gallbladder issues cause weight gain and I worked out the issue I have been having since late lady year. These could all be why I couldn't get the weight off.
Once I am well again I will go back to what I was doing and see what happens !!
Sunday, 10 February 2013
Schools back
UGH I am SOOO busy I have forgotten to blog.
I love being at work for the routine but I am so tired its amazing.
I managed 4 exercise session last week. Felt great. -100 grams.. why thank you thats fine. I am sure I deserved more.. But no.. ohh well moving on!!
Other than that.. still awaiting title... and then there will be movement around the house etc.
Hope you are all well.
Vic
I love being at work for the routine but I am so tired its amazing.
I managed 4 exercise session last week. Felt great. -100 grams.. why thank you thats fine. I am sure I deserved more.. But no.. ohh well moving on!!
Other than that.. still awaiting title... and then there will be movement around the house etc.
Hope you are all well.
Vic
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